It's almost 1am where I live and I keep thinking about death, God, how I wasted my 20s, and all those books I'll never get to read.

It's almost 1am where I live and I keep thinking about death, God, how I wasted my 20s, and all those books I'll never get to read. Any cool books for a melancholy night?

CRIME Shirt $21.68

Nothing Ever Happens Shirt $21.68

CRIME Shirt $21.68

  1. 4 months ago
    Anonymous

    Go to sleep anon. Tomorrow read Stoner.

  2. 4 months ago
    Anonymous

    https://www.goodreads.com/work/quotes/197917-thought-as-a-system

    the wind up bird chronicles
    nick lane - the vital question
    mark leyner - et tu babe

  3. 4 months ago
    Anonymous

    >In some way I can’t quite put my finger on, he’s not quite dead. Death is not as simple as the doctors like to make it out to be. I’m around people all the time who are clinically alive and yet actually dead. This morning I stopped in to see how an old man I know was doing. He is a feisty guy, has about seventy-five years, and lately has had a run of bad luck. First came the stroke, then when the ambulance got him to the hospital, he had, as I recall, a cardiac episode. Pneumonia weighed in right after that. And then the DT’s hit bad. The old man, a grizzled cracker and a killer, had a daily thirst that ran somewhere between a case and a case and a half of beer. Now, as a crowning touch, cancer has arrived and he’s about to ship out to the hospital for a twice-daily six-week bombardment of radiation. His string is about run out.
    Charles Bowden's Red Caddy is doing it for me in that regard tonight.

  4. 4 months ago
    Anonymous

    same except I think about how I wasted my 10's doing nothing but playing games

    • 4 months ago
      Anonymous

      I've wasted my 20s as well and now just can't get over it. Is there any book I should read?

      How did you waste your 20s?

      • 4 months ago
        Anonymous

        I said I wasted my 10s you fricking moron, Im in my 20s

        • 4 months ago
          Anonymous

          loser

      • 4 months ago
        Anonymous

        Being a kissless sexless neet shut-in.

      • 4 months ago
        Anonymous

        Not OP but I made no friends and accomplished little. Which I assume is how people should spend their 20s

        • 4 months ago
          Anonymous

          What does anyone "accomplish" within a human life?

    • 4 months ago
      Anonymous

      you're not alone, better games than a lot of other stuff at least. well i did make some friends online at least but always ran out of fear of them hating me. don't do that anon, don't cuck out just face your fears it's usually not as scary as you might imagine it.

  5. 4 months ago
    Anonymous

    A 20s spent reading books is still wasted. You cans till read those books. There are worse things to feel regret for

  6. 4 months ago
    Anonymous

    dont forget plath’s pain in the fig tree metaphor of the bell jar was alleviated by eating a sandwich

  7. 4 months ago
    Anonymous

    I've wasted my 20s as well and now just can't get over it. Is there any book I should read?

    • 4 months ago
      Anonymous

      tartar steppe
      it might make you feel worse about your current situation or itll inspire you, kind of a gamble

      • 4 months ago
        Anonymous

        Thanks, will read it. If it makes me feel worse I'll probably just kms tbh.

  8. 4 months ago
    Anonymous

    Well, what did you actually read? What did you do right?

Your email address will not be published. Required fields are marked *