It's almost 1am where I live and I keep thinking about death, God, how I wasted my 20s, and all those books I'll never get to read. Any cool books for a melancholy night?
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It's almost 1am where I live and I keep thinking about death, God, how I wasted my 20s, and all those books I'll never get to read.
Go to sleep anon. Tomorrow read Stoner.
https://www.goodreads.com/work/quotes/197917-thought-as-a-system
the wind up bird chronicles
nick lane - the vital question
mark leyner - et tu babe
>In some way I can’t quite put my finger on, he’s not quite dead. Death is not as simple as the doctors like to make it out to be. I’m around people all the time who are clinically alive and yet actually dead. This morning I stopped in to see how an old man I know was doing. He is a feisty guy, has about seventy-five years, and lately has had a run of bad luck. First came the stroke, then when the ambulance got him to the hospital, he had, as I recall, a cardiac episode. Pneumonia weighed in right after that. And then the DT’s hit bad. The old man, a grizzled cracker and a killer, had a daily thirst that ran somewhere between a case and a case and a half of beer. Now, as a crowning touch, cancer has arrived and he’s about to ship out to the hospital for a twice-daily six-week bombardment of radiation. His string is about run out.
Charles Bowden's Red Caddy is doing it for me in that regard tonight.
same except I think about how I wasted my 10's doing nothing but playing games
How did you waste your 20s?
I said I wasted my 10s you fricking moron, Im in my 20s
loser
Being a kissless sexless neet shut-in.
Not OP but I made no friends and accomplished little. Which I assume is how people should spend their 20s
What does anyone "accomplish" within a human life?
you're not alone, better games than a lot of other stuff at least. well i did make some friends online at least but always ran out of fear of them hating me. don't do that anon, don't cuck out just face your fears it's usually not as scary as you might imagine it.
A 20s spent reading books is still wasted. You cans till read those books. There are worse things to feel regret for
dont forget plath’s pain in the fig tree metaphor of the bell jar was alleviated by eating a sandwich
I've wasted my 20s as well and now just can't get over it. Is there any book I should read?
tartar steppe
it might make you feel worse about your current situation or itll inspire you, kind of a gamble
Thanks, will read it. If it makes me feel worse I'll probably just kms tbh.
Well, what did you actually read? What did you do right?